it's only a matter of time.

Went Suntec ytd, got a new pair of boots. Puma. From original $71 to $34.50. A good deal or what?
Thx Shahir and Hasyir for the accompany. And not much of a thanks to Shahir for leading us to the wrong train. Can u believe it? We board the wrong train!?
You asshole! haha.. *joke*
Went home after those shits. reached home and i went to play soccer straight.
Good game. Against the Veterans again. This time, the youngsters won. Woo!
Position at the back this time, center back. Partnering with Izzat. Damn him la.. So damn steady. Solid. Shit, i must train. Haha..
Oh yeah, we defended quite good for. just 2 defenders. damn. Oh yeah while defending, a corner kick. The ball came flyin, i jumped. An attempt to get the ball. I almost got it when this uncle came and fighting for the ball. Ariel, i got pushed and i was knocked quite far? haha.. Maybe..
A wake up call to buff my upper body?

so thats more task. *sigh*
In order...
train my left leg.
Stamina.
Upper body strength.

OK enough said.
I'm starting to love chemistry again. Holy shit. Did i just.. God...
DnT is killing me.
History is... YEAARRGHHH!
Mt Oral this Friday. OH SHIT.
Oh yeah.. I hate to say it but... i think i will be skipping Sailing tomorrow. Gaah. Sorry love, wont get to ride ya.

~Mustakim
Matter of time?
she's still not talking. Sigh...

it happens

Midnight, teenagers. Could not go out at night.

couldnt resort to the wild night life. Partying, lepaking.



So we did drawings!





Every1 was bored. So.. I punched Hazwan tothe ground. Saving myself and the beautiful Queen, Azie. Wait, she's the Orc.


After doing this, The 'queen' was totally confused.






Poor Queen Azie...




To save the Highness, Hazwan and I pushed her down.

Yep, that's her...





Hazwan wanted to give me a High-5!


Instead, he gave me 4. Dumbo...




Count dude..



he got angry next. Really angry. Chill My great Hottyness.





Told ya he's angry..


Then... after much violence... we decided on...

*i've got to stop saying decide, shit*







We PLayed pool! Wooo.. Guess u know what we did next..

We played tic tac toe!




If u guys are confused...

Any stick fugires with a skirt, that's Azie. DUH?

IM in blue,

Hazwan in Red.



U know.. Boredom strikes.

It happens..

Drawed By...

Mustakim
Hazwan
Azie

~Mus
Wooo!

decisions are actually Not.

The plan was to watch Hulk today. Hazzy watched it already.. So... we still wanted to watch a movie. Met with Azie first at Khatib. Then went to Yis to meet up with Hazwan and Faris. After a little 'deciding' then went Causeway pt. while lining up for tickets, we were still deciding for what movie to watch.
Finaly, we decided on Get Smart. Funny show. Laughed here and there. You need to be 'fast' to understand the whole movie. The Rock and Great Khali(spelling?) played in the movie too.
Should watch it.

After the movie, we tried to plan on what to do next. But failed? After this and that, decision was to have dinner. LJS it is. after dinner, we took a very long time to decide what's next. Walked outside, nearest to The pasar mlm where we decide again. Talk talk talk. Oh, met Ruzanna with her family. Hope her mom recornized me.
back to more deciding.
In the end... We planned to head home. Then, at Semb station, we decided to go Safra!
but no.. we decided not to.. Man.. how many decide did i use in this post.

Fun day i must say. but a bit kecoh.

~MUSeTAKIM
Wooo! it's getting better.

be back again.

Happy birthday Dad!
I know u won't read this. hah.
But it's the tought that counts?
Yes, despite the tough times i gave you and
All the tiffs, I still Love you and Proud of you.
*Be'na akan bawa Ayah bangga*
that part tak perlu, sheesh boyanese.

Chak De! Spain. for beating the World champs.
Still, ill go for Turkey for Euro 08.
Jiwe Islam sikit.
Hmm.. memang padan Holland kalah, siape suro kutok Islam.
haha..

Oh yeah, gonna help the lower sec 2moro with sailing. Hope i get to sail instead of bein in the speedy. Sail!!!

Prelims, 56 days. Ahhh! Study! Mugg! The reward Mus. And the EOY job. remember??
20pts. Chak De!

~MUSeTAKIM
U'll always be a part of me.

let down and a Tribute to the One.

Total let down! Euro 08. Pathetic.
Yes, I'm an Oranje fan. Holland.
At first I did not have the faith that Oranje would go this far.
I mean, it's group? The world champions, Italy. And the runner up, France.
And.. An underdog, Romania.

Izin this a tough group? France. Wow. we won. Then Italy yay.. Romania wooo..
Then Russia? Defeat? 3-1
Croatia Knocked Out. France knocked out. Am i right to say, Spain will be knocked out same as Germany And Italy too?

gaaah! Seriously, a let down.
Let's just pray hard for Spain, Germany and Italy to win it.

Oh and.. Edwin Van Der Sar, a proud father. A great keeper. One of the best keepers in the world.
The Idol. Because of you, the passion for soccer grew. You saved Manchester United 'nightmare' of not having a good Goal keeper right after the Great Dane; Peter Schmeichel.
Barthez? Pfftt.. idiot.. So back to Edwin. You are not going to play for United no more. Also for your homeland, Netherlands. You did your best. Every soccer player has his/her time. I will never forget the one who gave me faith, hope and the energy to Play soccer each time.
To retire, it must be hard. To drop, to stop something you love doing. You are paid to do something u love. Yes, it hurts. Like how i can't play a goal keeper anymore.
I will never forget the one who keeps my passion alive.
For he is Edwin Van Der Sar.
A true Oranje.

Far away, really?

When will I be good?

Sitting around at home with sticks won't help much.

When will I be a good drummer?

Waiting, every single day for opportunities.

When will I ever go Jamming?

Till one of my Bros decided to play the guitars again?

When will I ever be in a band?

I know it is kinda unfair.

But i have been waiting.

Waiting since I was 14!

Waiting for someone. Someone who would actually plays Indie.

Just like me.

All I want is to be a good drummer. Not the best.

It's the most fun i could actualy have.

Next to soccer?

Passion? Dreams?

Dream on...

Patience? It's still here.

What? another 3 years?

I'll nvr let this go. It will never fade away.

atleast, not till

the days

Been Sisha ytd. Lazy to blog abt it though.
Been playing soccer a lot. Getting better i must say. Come on lefty, Wake up! Scored with left leggy. It's getting it's accuracy soon.
School gonna start on Monday.
Why am I blogging like this? Why did i even blog today. Lol.
What's up man.. All of my guesses were wrong lately. Somethings up. Haha...

Oh, Arshaq bro has lost intrest to play guitars. Oh Damn. No more jamming no more band i guess.
People change. Am i taking it too hard?
Not only Him. I can understand u bro. And i can understand her too. But, it's a little too sudden for me.
Oh gosh, can i just cry? Haha.. Sonds wtf man.. But seriously, my life is like in shambles. It's all haywired. Im not being all emo or what ever shit. im not comparing to other ppl. I know other ppl face much worst then what im facing now. But im saying. My life is in a complete mess. thats all.
So yeah, i've got to get everything on track. Come on Mus. You can do it. It's about time too you know.

Stop hurting yourself? Stop holding everything to yourself.

~MUSeTAKIM
People change. Mindset stays. or not.
I think it's time.

I had a friend in. We took a trip. Those black eyed Ladies. Hmm..

Had soccer 'camp' in the a.m with Imi and Feroz. Trained a little shooting, passes and Feroz's keeper skills. Thanks imp for those tips. I will of coz train and kick with the left. U better train ur moving ball shot. It helps. Ur one great of a soccer player. After all the kicking and pure sweat, we called it a day and went back.

So i went back, did a lil revisions. Psp'ed too. Oh, my left leg is kinda feeling a little tight? Near the knee area. Damn, hope it's nothing serious.

Oh! Despite that, i played soccer. Yes, Again. Passion what. What to do. Lucky that i came today. Johnboy did too. Wooo!! Man that Thai\Indian who speaks fluent chinese and little bit of malay. Oh and speaks good english too.& is getting better in soccer.

So yeah, a little soccer here and there and then.. The police came! Well, not exactly. Its cisco. Watevr. The boys including, ran like crazy. Half used the stairs while the rest took the lift.

After all the irritatingly stupid questions from every1, we decided to play Ali pom -.- wait. Exclude me in the decision. Wat evr it is, It's a stupid game. Period. And Imrun. Sorry.

I've got to say this.
Isha, your beautiful. Im not.
Im handsome =)

& Angel, i miss you.

~MUSEtakim
is today the first step to be Sneijder wannabe?
I hope so =)

to say to you.

Walked shopped camwhored had fun ard town today.
Azie, Naz, Fida , Khid and Hairul. Had fun today. Lucky plaza was fun. Pool pool pool!
luck was not on my side at all. Oh yeah, keep up the good work guys. To Azie and fida. hah.
Gaah.. Damn tired uh.. I think im gonna rest the whole day tomorrow? Wait, wat abt soccer? Hmm..
Rest study soccer. Sounds good to me.

Yay...

-Mustakim

Tropical breeze

So ytd, Singapore Lost. Singapore Dream. Dream on. There's 2014 so no worries.
We've got to admit. I've got to admit. South East Asia's best played well.
Yeah yeah..

Went Geylang today. Man that place change alot. Or it just that when i go mendaki there, i just walk in and out of Tanjong Katong complex. The family walked ard insearch of baju kurong. At Joo Chiat, we found this shop which mum think was good? So yeah.. Went in and tried out stuffs.
For Raya and Sis wedding.
After some hectic choosing and whatever, bro and i saw this shop. It sells jeans and tops. It was damn nice and tempting la.. Almost bought a shirt but diddnt. In the end, bought a skinny. Yay, got a new skinny. -.-
Im in love with that top la..

So, going out with Azie Bestie Naz Buddy and a few more? Lepak lepak, minom2 and talk talk.
What malays' do best.

so.. chatted with Isha when I came home. It's fun chatting with her. Alhamdulillah ur all well. I know ur dead tired. Since your back to ur homeland, just chill. lol.

Dear Angel, you naughty lil girl. You watched that vid! Haha...
U owe me stuffs. Huhu..

~Museey.
Life's getting good. Making someone's better? Hmm.. Hard promise.

13th of the scary friday

Ok mabe it's time to forgive and forget shits, you know.
I've cooled down. Wow, that was long. 2 months? Just to cool down.
But hate to say this, i still havent Forgive & forget. see, it is Harder to Forgive someone then to actually forget that someone. So yeah.. You chose to do it, i chose not to forgive. Yet.
Another 2 mths? hah.. I dont know.

I dont fet it why he viewed me. Haha... Strange. First you all mad and angry then u seek forgiveness.

~~~~~

So.. its 11.18am of é Friday.
Msg'ing ppl to comfirm abt the bbq. U-huh.. Kinda tired. Four days straight been playing soccer. Non stop scoring and non stop makin mistakes. Baah! Ill be good oneday.
Ytd, Kimberly of ANTM was out. Go chantal!
And then there was Contender Asia. I was hoping Pitu of the tiger kings to win.
But Sadly he was K.O'd within 2 minutes. DAmn.. I cant wait to see the rematch of 'Zig' Zach and Ziduv 'Akuma'. Come on Zach!


~Musetakim
Its Friday the 13th everyone

Due to boredness...

*12 June 08*
Adventure the mines

As i check my inventory. To be empty for the 'adventure' down the caves. Weild a pickaxe on the right and prayed at the Holy altar Of Saradomin before i leave. I followed the directions from the map. I came upon an old house. I took in a deep breath and opened the door. The creaking noise from the door g ave me the creeps. There is a staircase leading to a basement, from the map.
I stumbled as i went down the stairs knocking my head on something. I was knocked out cold.
I woke up later. For how long i was down, only Saradomin knows.

Im in the mines. Surrounding was rather dim. The only light source was the torches by the sides. I took one for aiding my eyes. I walk towards a small opening. It leads to a bigger mine! Stalgmites as big as the undead from the wilderness. It was all too quiet. Still taking directions from the map, hoping to to find rocks. Valuable rocks. The sururounding was cold. Maybe im in a deep one. As i walk forward, i tripped on a rock. It gave a little shine when i flash my torch.
Due to my great curiosity, i prospect the rock. I could not believe it! Praise Saradomin for this day, for shall i be a weathy man. It was gold!

~~~~~~~~~~

Surpress?

School was rabak. 9.30am to 4.30pm. D&T, draining. What to do.. easiest to score.
So i managed to comple my formal of a guitar stand. The stand works! It holds. Kinda flimsy though. Oh yeah, rest assured Rifdi, secret's safe with me.
Abt 4.30, the dnt dudes decided to call it a day. Fahim, Rifdi, Johnny and myself packed our stuffs and went to the mama shop. Planned to get Chachos but darn it. da habis beb. We then decided on buying potato chips. They have this offer thingy where u get a metal thingy, links abt Euro 08.
Was hoping get a Netherlands chain. DIddnt mind any country though. But.. after i ate the whole packet of chips, there was no free gifts thingy shity. Alamak u.. cheat my money.

In the bus, we all talked alot. Johnny played his psp. Fahim and rifdi and I talked bout girls. Can u believe it?
Manged to grab hold of some juciy good secrets. hehe..
Oh, thx Fahim for letting me aware again. Your right, people will be people. They are not perfect. yes! they are not. Well, to my opinion, i think it's best for People to change? Atleast do the better things? They dont have to be a good friend to you but in the end stabs u from the back. 2 faced?
Well, just let em be? We can't change ppl. To change em, we've got to change ourself's first.
But thing is, did i do anything wrong? Hmm.. ponder to wonder..

Well done Holland. 3-0 Victory against The World Champions. Next, France. It's gonna be tough. Still, i cant decide or predict. Maybe after today's results? then.. ill change my Fantasy team and such. Go Dutches!

No plans for tomorrow. Great. With all the attempts, 6 to be exact.
Woo.. U go Mus...

~Mustakim
wont forget a thing. Surpressing. :)

forcing to unfold

Sunday. Kinda hectic i must say. Morning, planned to meet Kenn. But, i cant really seem to wake up. Sorry ya bro.

So yeah, a few families came over to my hse at abt 2. I played psp, entertained and... went online.



I think, the best part of the day was... Me playing soccer, haha..

Pretty fun. Match, youngsters against veterans. I tell you, they are Damn good!

Shooting, passes, crosses. My god. eventhough the team lost today, i dont think we mind. We've got to hand it to em. They are good. We did have some fair bits. Jamal dribbled and scoring, uwais playmaking. I too had a few shots. Started as the defenders. Right back where i managed to defend the oncoming attack. I got bored defending. The attacking was not great either. No rhythm. I tried running up to aid the attack.

Bla bla bla... I am satisfied with my playing today. I had a chance. Recieved a pass and i kicked on the turn. Failed to net it as the keeper had tapped the ball a little.

Oh yeah, i scored one. A diving header. woo.. Excelent.

Ok, im starting to brag.. Stop it Mus.

~~

Oh, chatting with farisha had been fun. I wish u dont have to go. Ur flight is cancled to next week. Thx angel. HAHA.. u know why. Isha, do i ever get to see you?
I hope i will.

Oh yeah, Happy birthday my dear friend! Jasmine, ur eight-teen!

~Musetakim
Did she really screamed out? Why? what?
Is it true? It dosent sound so. Still, anything could happen.

can't remember

Great things happend for the past few days.
Most fun?
Ytd, went to Mosi cafe. Not sure of the spelling. To celebrate sarah's birthday. was she shocked or what. Sarah, Syafiqah, Nazira, Khidhir, Ron, Adib and myself were there.
Surprises here and there. Hot middle eastern man for the ladies. Eating of cakes. and Sisha!
First timer tau. Apple flavour. Not bad, feel like trying again. So... next birthday ya!
blablabla skipping MANY interesting things aite.

Went M'sia today. Jb to be exact. See my cousins. She had just delievered. A beautiful girl named Siti Quratul Nurain. 2 weeks old. Looking at her made me think. Small, wonderful, fragile, innocent, quiet. She speaks many word. Wonderful life.
Skipping LOTS of interesting things also. Just got back seh. 1.51 currently. the fatigue izin helping.

Oh yes, ive got to say this. before i begin just to let you all know, this is just my opinion. No hard feelings aite.
I've got to hand it but... M'sia Ladies are waaaay better then S'pore ladies. From the way i look at it. They are much friendly. I know, u are thinking, wth mus? have u lost it. NO god dammit.
Singaporean ladies are so agnorant. Sombong u know. Just now, at JB. Smiling to em with ease. Hahaa... im not acting or wat evr, im just saying aite. Deal with it.
All i just wanna say is... Ladies, give the men a chance. At least those good ones. Even for you. Yes! You, the hard to get type. If u see a guy, who is NOT freaky or what ever shit. If u think he's ok and smiles at u, just freaking smile back. Is that HARD to ask for? A simple smile could make your day.
So ladies, Smile would ya?

Haha... Im nuts?

~Mustakim
I feel like im waiting for something.
I feel prepared.
But for what? I dont know.
Waiting for something to happen.
Hmm...

"


"Falling Away With You"

I can't remember when it was good
moments of happiness elude
maybe I just misunderstood

all of the love we left behind
watching the flash backs intertwine
memories I will never find

so I'll love whatever you become
and forget the reckless things we've done
I think our lives have just begun
I think our lives have just begun

and I'll feel my world crumbling
I'll feel my life crumbling
I'll feel my soul crumbling away
and falling away
falling away with you

staying awake to chase a dream
tasting the air you're breathing in
I know I won't forget a thing

promise to hold you close and pray
watching the fantasies decay
nothing will ever stay the same

all of the love we threw away
all of the hopes we cherished fade
making the same mistakes again
making the same mistakes again

I can feel my world crumbling
I can feel my life crumbling
I can feel my soul crumbling away
and falling away
falling away with you

all of the love we've left behind
watching the flash backs intertwine
memories I will never find
memories I will never find


Muse song. Tell me what is your opinion on the song.

Delays

Morning, there was this comotion and what ever at Yishun interchange and Sembawang interchange. Many trains had to be delayed and everybody had to alight at Yishun. Friends, Rashid Wirda Johnny And Yonesky had a little dillema. Blablabla, we were all late for class, Duh!

School went pretty fast today. I started on my Formal for my D&T project. Johnny has his materials. So yeah. We've got to push on. Math lesson was level feedback thingy.
I'm top for D&T =) but... I know i did not achieved my wanted grade. An A. I got B instead. Must get that darn A.

After school, i was allowed to go to SP. Thank you Mrs. Ong. It was fun man!
Went to Digital Media. Learn a thing or two there. We even tried ourself with some basic 3D animation. Will post it later on when i retrieve it from Shafiq.

Later on, met with Naz Sarah & Fiqah at Bugis. They wanted to get a top or sumtin.
Now, im tired with an aching back. Boo hoo.

~Mus

and all you...

School was fun. Ss is hell's fun. talked alot, exchanged lots of stories. And studied Venice. I know its a damn of a topic but.. If u have intrest in it.. its easy and fun too.
So physics lesson was pretty much the same. Mr Chai was kinda angry bla bla bla. Thanks to sarah for telling me to chill. Thanks buddy. And then, we had eng lesson. Fun too.

So.. After school, Met up with Azie. Followed her home to get get her Guitar bag. Yessar! Can carry on with my D&T tomorrow. Oh! I get to see Mummy for the 1st time. I mean Azie's mum. Which is my mum. but not entirely my mum. Gah.. Its complicated. HAH!

About 3 hours to go till the Soccer match. Can't wait uh... Meet up with some old pals. Gonna have fun for sure.
I hope i dont get sick again like last time. Diarrheoa man.*spelling?*

Will strum to Unintended. I really really want to play that. Gahh! Its tough.

Finally, to my bestfriend. Ww, i know it's tough for you. I know ur gonna say.. No, you dont know how I feel. Still, ill be there if u need me. =)

And to Angel, Take good care of yourself aite. Get well soon.

~Musetakim
It's so obvious. Do i continue, go with the flow or accept what she's doing?
Either, it's still gonna hurt. I know your trying your best for the 'actual' thing.
Think about it. Seriously, is it fair for me?

now, he's gone.

So today was quite a slow day I must say.
woke up around 11am. Had breakfast, watched a lil of Avatar.
After then, went online for a while. Decided to play Dota. Hah!
addictive sia!
Then, did my d&t. Did quite a number and im satisfied. So.. Had a lil break.
Watched American Chopper and.. MythBusters.
Funny stuff.. Funny..
Then... I.. Played... SOCCER!

It has been quite a while since I played that damn historical sport.
Start of the match, I was quick to notice that I had clearly lost the touch.
Stamina? Also habis. Die la brother. Had a few dashes here and there.. Dribbled a little, number of shots given and plenty of defending.
After i got the hang of it again, I started to creat opportunities for my mates.
Im not gonna write much details today.
Well, i netted 3 times today. My long shots have been really helpful and improved.
Fast and accurate. Though, I can't keep a good and strong shot when im tired. Gotta work on that.
My accuracy have imrpoved to. In tough conditions and awful angles i could still shoot it in goal area.

Ok.. enough of the action.
School 2moro. Ugh... Come on.. Its ze holidays.
Nvr mind la.. Just tahan for another week. Oh! Friday the 13 is like... in 2 weeks!
Ok. i dont know why i find it... fascinating.
Tomorrow, Kallang Hooligans! Let's roar for Singapore.