shud be there.

So mum decided to cancle the M'sia trip. Great.
At least I had a longer sleep which i needed badly. With that, i feel much better today. With no plans, i recieved a msg from Kenneth. He asked wether i wanted to lepak. So i agreed.
So first, i got my Protein supplement. Yeah! Thx bro. Then met Kenneth and sha at 848. Then we went Safra. There, we sat at the bench while we waited for Hazwan. Haz arrived soon after and we planned to pool. But... pool was packed man.. Then we booked 4 computers at the LAN shop next to it. We Halflife-ed, Cs-ed and Dota-ed.
Hell-o-fun!

After 2 hours of lan gaming, we decided to have dinner. Before that, we had a quick game of 'cheat' as i coincidentally brought a deck of cards. Apparently, Kenneth was such a good cheater. Gahh.. shud have caught him.
Then.. we had dinner.

Yeah.. After dinner, we walked back to good old Khatib.
So yeah. Quite a fun day i must say.
So.. yeah.. plans for the week. Watch Singapore and Ubekistan at kallang this monday. Kallang Hooligans!
Sarah's birthday on 1 of the days.(party!)
jasmine's birthday on 1 of the days.(party!)

That's pretty much of the week. Gahh! School for another week. Damn.
Come to think of it... O lvl's are actually pretty near. Scary!
I mean.. Im pretty weak with 4 out of 6 of my subjects. Izin that great?
heh..

~Mustakim
I hope I know what im doing.
There's this and theres that. That's some crazy shit man.

Since i made it.

I've been noticing. I dont have those patience like i used to.
I get angry easily. Tend to lose 'it more often now.
All i've got to say is.. To whoever it may concern.
I'm sorry for what i've changed now. If i have ever. Ever, hurt you guys in anyway,
Im Sorry. True from the heart.
Clearly, you know im going to change. I will learn and have those patience again.
that's a promise.
~~~~~

To: Adik
Im sorry for what i did just now. I was angry. Well, think waht ever you want. Be angry at me all u want. All i want to tell u is that, i should have not done that.
Again, sorry.

~~~~~
Gahh.. Great food, purchasing Protein powder stuff. Soccer and friends.
That was today.

Tomorrow? Malaysia, here i come.
Ade baby la.. =)

Oh, Good luck for today Angel.
I know its TOO LATE. But.. u know i will always support u.

~Mustakim

A Wednesday

Holidays? More like school to me.
Every single day, the graduating clases have to attend extra classes "extra".
It's fun though still, it's tiring.

I mean seriously. Since monday, i've been to Imi's hse to play Halo. Imi, feroz and sha. Its freaking fun man..
Monday, as i was busily killing the others, i had this cramp on my 2nd finger of the left leg. It's freaky man! I mean... The finger just went all straight. Really! STRAIGHT. Imagine as though the finger eracted. At 1st i laughed coz i saw the finger. As the cramp led to painfulness, from the sofa which i was sitting i went to the floor laughing and saying help at the same time. Luckily, imi helped by putting pressure on the finger. Gosh.. my 1st sia. Then they said that the cramp was due to the lactic acid build up. And.. Coz i dont have enough rest and wahtevr shit.

Ok, And just now... I had another cramp! This time the middle finger of the left leg. Man.. im hating those cramps. This time, i quickly fell on the floor asking imi for help. Well, aparently imi and feroz laughed at me. Gahh.. I really need to sleep early today.

Let's see.. Sleep early today, 2moro's class is a drag.. 2 periods of social studies. SHIT! Still got chem wrksheet to do plus D&T course work. Man.. Dnt is killing me. So does chem. Its just tough to cope. And dnt.. energy draining.
Still, it's gonna save my sorry butt for o lvl's. I WANT THAT A!

well, ima off to get started with the work. Please let me have an early rest today. 8hrs of sleep. NO halo for 2moro Mus. I know its hard but to prevent the cramps. Haha...

Musetakim \m/

I know that you been waiting for it, I'm waiting too
In my imagination I be all up on you
I know you got that fever for me, 102
And boy I know I feel the same my temperature's through the roof

If there's a camera up in here, then it's gon' leave with me when I do
If there's a camera up in here, then I best not catch this flick on Youtube.
Cause if you run your mouth and brag about this secret rendezvous
I will hunt you down
Cause they be all up in my business like a Wendy interview
But this is private, 'tween you and I

Touch my body, put me on the floor, wrestle me around, play with me some more
Touch my body, throw me on the bed, I just wanna make you feel like you never did
Touch my body, let me rub my thighs, all around your waist, just a little taste
Touch my body, know you love my curves, come on and give me what I deserve
And touch my body


Boy you can put me on you like a brand new white tee
I'll hug your body tighter than my favorite jeans
I want you to caress me like a tropical breeze
And float away with you in the Caribbean Scene

If there's a camera up in here, then it's gon' leave with me when I do
If there's a camera up in here, then I best not catch this flick on Youtube.
Cause if you run your mouth and brag about this secret rendezvous
I will hunt you down
Cause they be all up in my business like a Wendy interview
But this is private, 'tween you and I

Touch my body, put me on the floor, wrestle me around, play with me some more
Touch my body, throw me on the bed, I just wanna make you feel like you never did
Touch my body, let me rub my thighs, all around your waist, just a little taste
Touch my body, know you love my curves, come on and give me what I deserve
And touch my body

I'm a treat you like a teddy bear
You won't wanna go nowhere
In the lap of luxury
Laying intertwined with me
You won't want for nothing boy
I will give you plenty

Touch my body


~~~~~

Just something that I like?
This video seems.. ahahah, what ever...

Come on Guys. watch the vid. tell me waht u think.
For me, its kinda ironic.
=P if u know what i mean.

~Musetakim

4hrs of sleep, caffaine and 4th possition.

Summary for the day.
Sports carnival day thingy.
Floorball
5 teams.
1 win 3 losses.
4th possition.

damn. Haha... at least we had fun?
And yeah, i look serious when i play games ok.
Dont mind me. Its just me! Deal with it. =)

ManU won. yeah yeah wo hooo! I know its knida late, bt he cares.

2moro? Mt extra's. Mt O's is like fucking near. Oh shit...
Go for it!

Musetakim

Oh man

"In Loving Memory"

Thanks for all you've done
I've missed you for so long
I can't believe you're gone
You still live in me
I feel you in the wind
You guide me constantly

I've never knew what it was to be alone, no
Cause you were always there for me
You were always there waiting
And ill come home and I miss your face so
Smiling down on me
I close my eyes to see

And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

I carry the things that remind me of you
In loving memory of
The one that was so true
Your were as kind as you could be
And even though you're gone
You still mean the world to me

I've never knew what it was to be alone, no
Cause you were always there for me
You were always there waiting
But now I come home and it's not the same, no
It feels empty and alone
I can't believe you're gone

And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

I'm glad he set you free from sorrow
I'll still love you more tomorrow
And you will be here with me still

And what you did you did with feeling
And You always found the meaning
And you always will
And you always will
And you always will

Ooo's

And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me


~~~

I have to admit. This song really makes me feel rather down. I will have lots of thoughts and feelings run through my mind.

I have to say. I still can't for get about you.
I don't know WHY is it SO hard to forget. Your a good friend.
Your my bestfriend. Your more then just a friend

I'm sorry that i broke your promise. I just can't do it.
Your a part of me, you have always been there for me.
And you will always will.

Oh, you know why i hang up? I think.. Im jealous.
I just am when i hear that name. Dont know why ok..

yes, its you. Then one whom I made her blush in class.

it was all good. Was.

Went orchard with the boys today. Shahir Danial Kenneth Hazwan.
Damn fun. We lepak, pool had dinner. and believe it we gossip like there was no 2moro.
Summarise for the boys. White, screw em. Its left with yellow black and brown. i know what i mean.
Damn those spare tyres. Screw their chicks.
HAHAHA!!

Ok, im currently doing my D&T C'work.Fun man.. finaly i can like 'move' really fast thanks to Mr. Alvin. Dude, hope ur right hand gets better. Be safe man, speeding kills. Ur such a cool man to not to be here.

OK shit..
I feel really lousy. Really. Now i know Why i felt really down for the pass few days.
Man.. * Bear with me here * Seriously, life will NEVER ever go the way YOU want it to be.
Yet again, i have to learn it the hardest way possible.
Your's mine our hopes and expectations. Seriously.
It does not really matter u see. Life is gonna fuck u from the back like gays do.*no hard feelings*
Theres nothing u can do abt it. It just is. What to do, right?
well screw it.

Help, I need somebody. Nt just anybody. Oh wait, she's the only 1 i can turn to but shes giving me all this. Great. Another challenge by god. Oh yeah, just what i need to add to all this mess.

Woohoo!

~Museey
yeah, there nothing you can do Mus. Nothing...
Fuck this feeling

Oh, today was crap.
Until when school ended. After prayers, rashid shafiq and I wen to bouy ourself lunch.
After which we went back to school to have our lunch.
While we were gorging on the food, hah! Cikgu Salleh arrived in school and had lunch with us.
I just noticed that.. He's quite a cool teacher. Ive been hating him since day 1. Man.. how could I?
Die belanje kite air la!!

Ok.. He's a good dude and all but still, i dont like his teaching.

His extra class today was fun. Thats a first. We were at the Lib. Fun ar..
I will pass my mt paper i tell you.

Ok.. plans for Saturday.
Go Mendaki, slack like shit.
Go City Hall after that. Meet Mr Alvin, go penn. See that freaking guitar thing.
Hope that will make a gr8 impact on my DnT Folio.
After that.. Go home, go imp's hse. His birthday la.

I dont know why, i feel kinda down.
oh man, whats up Mus?
I feel somethings not right. Yeah, but what?

~Museey

Oh yah... Mt rounded total marks. I got 48. Hahaha. BIIIIIIG accomplishment for me.

Damn Thursday

Mid year results. Expected. Terok!
i passed English and Design & Technology. DUH! its like my best subs?
the others? u do the math.
Why? i flung my math? Duh.. like a 28?
Humans. Ugh.. Morale dropped. Thanks to Miss Tang.
Mt? well, i must say i've improved. Still fail though.
Shit! Fuck those 2 teachers. Mt, 41. Finally, reached 40 ranged marks. Next, a 50?
I've gotta strive!

Ah wtf. New targets?
I've really really really gotta achieve this.
Prelims,
b3 for eng
a2 for DnT
6 for science
6 for math
6 for humans
4 for mt

Shit! thats like 21 already. FUCK! ive gotta get below 21.
Oh yea, Free admission to Mr Soon's Summer boot camp.
Oh wait, its called a club.
Yeah, Summer club!
It's gonna be damn fun! NOT. 2 weeks. Pure 10 year series, paper 1.
Fuck yeah.

Let the straining and stressing begin.

~Mustakim

the fatigue just keeps piling.

Ok, listen up. Here's waht i've got to say.
I'm tired fo all this. Seriously. People, i thank you for helping me out.
My problems with the relationship things are settled.
Please guys. Stop doing anything more.

It's just too much. Problems after problems. It just get's worst and worst. The whole month of April was a total mess. I would love to say that all of these things are given from god, as tests.
But really, i dont think so.. The pain, it just hurt's me slowly. Bit by bit. Striking at every opportunity.

No wonder i diddnt feel quite myself tonight.
fuck it!

its hard when ur a pisces.
We know too much sometimes.
It hurts we we guess the correct things EACH time.
AargghHh!!!

With middle fingers, FUCK IT!

total summary

Azie, Naz, Fida.
we all went Gelare, had the waffle thingy. Freaking nice la..

Had hell loads of fun..
camwhored duh..

Did something new, right guys...
^^ fun la sia! Next time we go ECP or some other park. Can cycle and such.

2moro goin RP. Ron Fiqah Sarah Naz.
Best. hope to see jamal and Johnboy!

Getting guitar from Mave bro this friday. W00+s!!!
strum baby strum!

yay~
somethings up. Im not quite myself. Yay?
maybe not.
With lots of loves and middle fingers, Mus

now, let my...

Its over! Can finallt rest for a moment.

Went mendaki just now. I was the 1st to reach. come on.. I mean.. I purposely, from paya lebar station, walked at my upmost leisurely pace. Went to7-11 to get me a drink. took the lift. Walk slowly to class. yet, imma first?? dang..

Did an eng paper.. then farid came. soon, ruzanna came.
completed our wrksheets.. bla bla.. after completing, the class basically talked. just the 4 including the teacher. he cut his hair la! from freakin long to... SHORT.

at abt 8.30.. Adil released us. 30 mins early sia!
Then, zanna need to like meet her mum after class.. I teman'd her.
Then i left after she met her mum. Jap lagi jer.. Dier call! asking me to come back coz.. her mum ask. Haha.. Her mum belanja la. Malu seh!!
zanna! u ar.. order the food nvr finish. let me eat only.
Bt thanks ar. For layaning me and stuff.
Oh then we went home. Zanna was like full blasting her mp3. Chill ar zanna, i know u sleepy.

~Museey
Life's getting good. =)

Oh, im so sorry

Opps!!

Sorry. Mistake. I scored 2 goals!! Hahaha... Both assisted by the same team player. Thanks Bal, great cross.

Survival Sunday.

Played runescape at abt 1 am. Tried a new MiniGame. It's called Fist of Guthix.
realy fun. You guys might wanan try the game. http://www.runescape.com/

In the morning, went civic with Fiqah and Jing2.
Revised a little of Physics. LAter, met up with Jas. She wanted to me to teach her shuffling.
Remember what i told u aite, Jas? Jsut practice.
Shuffle shuffle shuffle!

Went back soon after, bought bbt for the family. Since it's my Sis's b'dae, i paid for the bbt la..
Sorry eh kak. Diddnt buy you prezzie.

Oh then i played soccer. Yea.. Fun la sia!
Still, i was not really on form. Ive better get use to this. Coz my form come and goes -.-
Still, the team won 10-4.
I netted one! A cross from my right winger where i finished it with a voley!
Yeah yeah!
I told you that i will score for you right, Angel.

Now, my auntie came.. Currently cooking Crab!! Chili crab la seh!!!

Oh and at abt 9++ Its survival Sunday!!
Man U Wigan. Champs?
Go united go!

~Mustakim

Skipped mendaki today. Could nt wake up!! ONly at abt lunch time only then i woke up.

Skipped to afternoon.

I erm. PLayed soccer. Jamal and johnboy tagged along la!!

They are the shit! Fun la sia..



oh then, at night. Went Mac's with Arshaq. had my dinner there. Thx bro for ikoting.

And bro, work on that game face of yours. It scares the chick away man!

One day we go chick hunting aye.



Man.. Khid really made me want to buy This Iron Maiden, Eddie belt buckle!!


there!!! Its cool la!!!
I really want it. WOOO!!

Yeah. goin civic with Fiqah 2moro. Jing2 is tagging along.
Teach my phy guys!!

~Mustakim

9 May 08

Mcq paper today. Crap? 40 questions. Damn hard questions. Esp Phy's.
Went Civic with Azie and Fida. i tell u.. they are like the best study 'partner'.
Too bad Naz and Izdi diddnt tag along.
I managed to study a lot for My D&T paper which is on Monday. Im left with a lil bit and that is Mechanism and control.
Im afraid i cant get that A for d&t. I have to get!! Its tough!

Oh, went prayers with bro today.
But b4 that, had lunch with. bro belanje la.. Da keje kan, adik mesti ketok pe..
Rempited from home to NP. Went LJS. Talked bout life. Shared secrets, life and his o lvl's exp.
It has been quite sometime since we had a good talk like this. Thanks to NS. Seriously, he's cool.
a new quote i learned from is... Everyday we're dying. So y must i stop smoking?
HAH! Well bro, i know u too well. Ur reasonable and know where u stand.
Keep on rocking bro
For we are brothers of the beast \m/
~~~~~

U know, i find it strange.
u said that u want to back away from my life.
Still, u sms'ed me and went to my blog?
man u must be shocked to see the post below right?
stop trying to say sorry or what ever. Whatevr had happen, Happend.
So stop saying things like 'the things ppl say these days or how a far misunderstanding can lead to.
Well dude.. 1, These days are not the same. 2, everything that had happened is not a misunderstanding.
3, u still in my life. Please, go. Back away like How u said.


Live of a pisces.
It had been a rough week for us.
But this fish is still swimming.
It's goin to get good soon.

with lots of love and middle fingers, Museey~

Getting out of hand

Eh fuck. Now u accuse me of finding trouble? Who is the one finding trouble? U or me sia.
Eh ram who the FUCK you think you are?
U accused me anyhow, then want to let the matter rest like this.
FUCK NO! Really, this is too much man. You have picked the wrong day to mess with me la..
Im fucking pissed with the life im having now. It has changed dramatically.
Oh Fuck you man. FUCK YOU!
Dude.. You dont wanna fucking mess with me

Mt paper was such a whore.

Fullstop. =)



2moro math paper 1. Mati eh.

SS die!!!



Went Mc donalds with Azie. Izdi joined us too. Got kenneth, Shahir and Danial. They tagged a lil later.
5th May 08
~~~~~

Math paper. SHIT. Thx to kenn and his teachings, i could do most of the q's. Still, no hope in passing. Nvr mind la.. its over right? Prelims must score.
Ss, sbq was easy. Haha.. But SEQ.. Dont talk abt la..

Tomorrow's paper, Chemistry. DIE!! Aiya simple, MYE's DIE LA...
Then got History. Wuhhhuuuu! Lets score for Hist shall we.

Hmm.. Shall Mugg after this?
We'll see.

6th May 08
~~~~~

Exams fun la.. Esp when theres 2 beautiful teachers. Hold on. Make that 1 plus another bitchy teacher. Yea, thats more like it.
woooh!
Eh, she wore my jacket eh... HAHA!!

Will blog late? If not.. Too bad la.

~Museey
Come on guys. Strive on! Jus a lil bit more!

against the wind

Eng paper down. Lots more to go.
Went AMK with my family. Just got back. Finally, bought a hoodie!
Saw Azie and Yana there too.

Going study with Azie and Wani 2moro.
gosh, i feel like blogging but..
i think im missing lots of words here. LOTS OF.

Whats bothering me??
Think Museey, think!
damn, i got nothing...

~Museey
indie fellah

wonderful life.

Woke up late today. Wooh, has been some time since i last slept like this.
Mum cooked fish today. Indulge baby. Met Fiqah and Jas at City Hall just now.
We chilled for a while just b4 the exams. hah!


Was fun uh, and Jas gave us the shock. Her Scarf created static and we got zapped each time she comes close to us.
Went home after that. Jas went to Boon Lay where as Fiqah went to Outram.When i got home, i grabbed soem grub and went to play soccer.


My goodness. Was i not on form today. I could'nt run at top speed. Shooting was of target.Playing up front. Each time i got the ball, it either went out, saved by the keeper or being lost in possesion. FCUK la...
Im soo gonna train.. I don't care man.. Ill be a good soccer player one day.

Oh, Bro and i decided to buy the Kapok Guitar from Mave. I feel like.. Learning to play the guitars. Still, drumming is still my thing.

~~~~

You have always been there for me
At my worst, at my best
you're always the first i see

for all the things you have done, i thank you
remember all the things we've been through
you never fails to make me smile
like the last time when i cry
you knew why

truely, your my angel

~Museey
Gd luck guys. Mye. Go all out!