laugh and joke around

The end of Ramadhan draws near.
It happened fast. Too fast.
With the Terawih's (special prayers) and with th e oh so many mugging,
We're left with 2 days left to Fast.
Friends, thanks for all your help and encouragement.
This month and the thanks goes to you guys.
The most memorable month. The best Ramadhan i've ever had.
I feel good to be a Muslim. I've done what I have.
Not forced to but me. Self willing.

Sadly, it's ending soon.

Plans.
Gonna chill with some buddies tomorrow.
Initially wanted on Raya eve but Shahir é wet blanket gonna work.
So tomorrow it is then.
Oh guys. can we lepak 2moro and raya eve? Hahaa..
I mean, it's not always we get to chill together.

Gotta study soon.
Dnt and maybe a little of history?

Fasha, u made my day =)


~Museéy \m/
Close ur eyes, clear ur heart, cut the cord.
My sign is vital my, hands are cold.
& im on my knees, looking for the answer

now then.

School has been better. Less quiet. More smiles and i think i see laughter too.
Saw Balloon girl after school. *ehem ehem*
Went back home, took a nap and here i am.

The plan was to meet angel at her void deck. Then she insisted to meet in school. fine.
It has been a better day, i hope after it will still be.
...

Im still sleepy. Tired too. 26 more days to 'O' levels shit...
Study study study Mus.
new plan. Chiong math la.. U know u cant pass. hah.
Ugh.. Its gonna be tiring but.. gotta persevere.
26 days of solid study? Wait, minus raya, jamm, girls, brothers.
Damn.. haha..
Time to peak.
It is now or never.

Settle things today. Once and for all.
I hope =)

~Mustakim
Omg, listening to The Killers latest Song of it's coming out soon Album, Day & Age's first HUMANS.
Nice la!!!

ok.. right, great...

So... yeah.. I dont know why.
Guys, yes i know its a stupid thing to do.
Fine, blame me. It takes 2 to clap.
So yeah.
Well done Mus, well done.

So Right now. This very moment, im saying this.
IM SORRY.

I guess friends are not really friends.
Sometime, they are.
aparently, this time they are not. bleah...
So.. Mat Rep caught me. Damn..
Ok bro, like in the phone call.
u know why right..

Whats the point? Me blogging all this. Everything's out.
Just face it Mus.
whats done is done.
Got to mend everything.
Quick.
I dont wat things to get worst.

.....

I cried out.

Aww that's so sweet...

we rock!

Adik ke syg =D

For the three mentioned above, Thanks!
You know why huh.
Thx for the Advise.
Im facing something rabak right now. hah.
Lucky i've got u guys.
And yeah, I Love you guys. hah.

So... Let's be Emo tonight.
Let feelings take control you but Minus the hair, the slashing and watevr shit.

Oh yeah, i forgot. Bye Miss Heng =)

~Mustakim
Whats there to be happy about now?
They are gonna Divorce. Great. Another shit.

makes no difference to me

The day started great I guess. Classes were fun. Taboo.
Physics, half-lifed. History's history.
Sadly, all the hullaballoo ended half way during history.

Managed to dig out secrets. Maybe this time, it's abt me? I know too much?
Brother a left to me. Sister a front of me. Thanks both.
Erm.. U guys the best u could. Right? I Hope.
Well, one says it's gonna be a good thing so.. Go for it while the other is saying No!
What? No!?
What do you mean? Since I come abt this Shit. Why not just pour everything out.
You know u can't hide anything from me.
So now, the ONLY question i want to ask and know of the truth.
WHO?
Well, im not blaming that person. It's done. So what has happen, happened.
U know, i dont want anything to go anyworst.
I've did so hard to mend all the shit's i've caused. Please, i dont want it to get worst.

I know im not suppose to think to much but..
I just cant wait for it to happen. Im not ready to hear it. I will nvr be ready for it.
Gaah! WHY MUS WHY!?
~
How can I confess when IM in love with someone else.
How can i confess when ur attached. IM not a jerk.
How can i confess when im still in love with you?
~

Mama Mia was crap. Lucky Balloons agreed.
5-yr old kid gave me chocolates. =)

She's different that what i've expected.
Thanks for telling the truth.
Good sign, good thing. Hah.

~Museey
Oh, this is affecting me like that much

Was meant, OH NO!

Hah, take full advantage aite.
Here's what i think.

I hate people who listen to Songs abt when they dont even know what the Genre is.
Yes, Music is free. Any individual can listen any types of music.
But imagine this, someone asks you The Killers is punk rock izit?
How hardcore is Slipknot?
I dont like A7X coz they r Rock.

Wtf?

Hah, if u wanna hear then just hear. Want to ask, just ask. But dont be stupid.
Tanye cam comfirm jer.. Iron Maiden screamo, sedap sia.
...

~~~~~

So Yeah Shid, managed to dig some secrets. Haha..
Dont worry la bro, wont tell.
U dont tell mine can already.

~~~~~

Losing all again?
Before the event is here, shits arises.
I dont wanan miss that opportunity.
Still, i can't leave the other.
Ugh, Why!?
Everything thrown within 3 days.

~Museey
Life, Deal with it.

err..

Are you shy?

Balloon girl, where are you?
Kinda miss you, heh.
Go online Would you?
=)

~Mustakim

A little like this?

Alicia's not in her best of moods.
Same goes here.
5 Tenacity. Class with 19 students.
Repeat, 19.
Good small class? Yea I must say.

OK shit, cut the crap straight to the point.
I'm sick and tired of shits happening right now.
We've planned this waaay before. Months?
Now, were fighting for time. Why?
Coz u guys are so freaking hard to DECIDE on a FREAKING DESIGN.
Think it it's easy?
Hey listen up. I, we, us stand up. To take lead.
I dont think some of u guys appreciate it.
BUT. Thanks to the people who agreed, who give comments and what ever. COntributions.
Thats what we need.

SO fuck everything. It's settled. Like or not, u guys have paid so.. Haha..
Thanks Alicia. Oh, i feel u Qing ai. but what to do.. SOme1's gotta do it.

~~~~~

1 shit's settled.
Im afraid more will arise.
Let's see.. The full payment for Class T. -.-
OH yeah, Sarah and I incharge or prom night.
=)
Love it.
Oh here's the catch. It's held at the school hall.
A lot of people want it to be some place else. A hotel? Or at least Air condition.
NOW.. some of my classmates dont want it to be anyother place else..
So ok.. Ur choice, have to respect it. We're mates, give and take.
Seriously, I think that...
I dont care where the Prom is held.
A Prom is a Prom. Never in NBSS history, a prom was held.
So yeah, Just FUCKINg be thankful that there is 1.
Just enjoy it.
PS, im trying to change the venue still. Need every1's support.
=)

~Mustakim
So yeah.

a day like today

Woke up late for school today. Hah. That's a first.

Im gonna self study alot.
Then go Civic with buddies.

I wanna go cut my hair.. haha..
Random.

O's coming. !@#$ man.. Gonna, gotta study study study.
Gonna get that Lappy, get the driving liscence.
Oh and yea bro, im so gonna get ur reward. Maybe topman bro? haha..

~Museey
15 days have passed.
15 days left.
\m/
Raya beb raya!!!

away with you.

This is nice. Look at me! Hahaha..
Hello new friend =)

Ouu..

yeah. Know what? I feel like eating lots but..
No thanks to my teeth. Went tightening ytd, Hurts like crap. More then usual.
Last wire, hee =) Pink Braces, nice.

I feel like Jamming. Half way there for Hysteria, No where close for Stockholm.
Come on Khid. Come On Brad. Jamm this Tuesday. =D

Oh yea, Im smelling something fishy. Must be the food i ate. Or shahir's New hair. Johnboy's hair?
Hah, I knw somethings up, but what? Find out sooner or later.
Well, hope to get to know em both better. Clue(s)?
They are not who ur thinking.
I owe one of em.
Not the other.
Oh, photos...

Done.

~Museey
House looks smaller. New stuffs. New beginning.
I'm loving this.
Oh come on Hair, grow faster! haha..

what if i say

Fractured nose
painful teeth
booming head

She's fun to talk to, heh.
Wish to get to know her more.
Study, woodlands civic.
Scineces!
Mati mati, tentu mati.

~Museey
Pink Braces,
I'm a man.
\m/

Round here

"Mardy Bum"

Now then Mardy Bum
I see your frown
And it's like looking down the barrel of a gun
And it goes off
And out come all these words
Oh there's a very pleasant side to you
A side I much prefer

It's one that laughs and jokes around
Remember cuddles in the kitchen
Yeah, to get things off the ground
And it was up, up and away
Oh, but it's right hard to remember
That on a day like today when you're all argumentative
And you've got the face on

Well now then Mardy Bum
Oh I'm in trouble again, aren't I?
I thought as much
Cause you turned over there
Pulling that silent disappointment face
The one that I can't bear

Can't we laugh and joke around
Remember cuddles in the kitchen
Yeah, to get things off the ground
And it was up, up and away
Oh, but it's right hard to remember
That on a day like today when you're all argumentative
And you've got the face on

Yeah I'm sorry I was late
Well I missed the train
And then the traffic was a state
And I can't be arsed to carry on in this debate
That reoccurs, oh when you say I don't care
Well of course I do, yeah I clearly do!

So laugh and joke around
Remember cuddles in the kitchen
Yeah, to get things off the ground
And it was up, up and away
Still it's right hard to remember
That on a day like today when you're all argumentative
And you've got the face on

~~~~~
Yeap, Dnt b4. Horrendous.I've got to maintain that b3. So that i can get that bloody A!!! Gaaah.. Disappointed. Wake up call Mus, wake up call..

~Museey \m/

to the 5th

before the lights go off, i would say a few.
The anticipation wasnt enough.
The results, gosh.
3 is indeed the magic number.
Where both language and my favourite comes in.

30 days to go.
A view, which needs to have actions more.
Wake up!
Set me up,
it will be ricochet
Just got to hold and not to hesitate.

Am I drunk?
I feel sick.
I feel so alive,
I feel not worthy.

What really surprises me is, im still.

~~~~~

Targets
Improve on Math.
Pass freaking science.
Prove to Miss Sarcasm that i will ace Hist.

Yeap, gotta do what i've got to do.

Oh baby, your awesome.

~Museey
A Certain Romance tween us?
Like the sound of it.

all é way

err..

Eh, its the cute titi boy.

yeap..

Guilty of the pretzel.

Ok, i can't remember when we took this. Tuesaday? After Dota-ing? haha..
K what ever..

Gonna psot abt ytd when i get the pics from Shafeeeq.

OH, and i dont feel so good. Ugh...
Let me be sick After tomorrow's practical please.

from you

Shame on you for thinking your an exception.

Thanks to you my dearly sis. Lucky u went online.
Thanks for all those words =)
From confused? U made me think straight. Gosh, how much i love you.
Oh wait, i've nvr met u. Or have I?
Hah.
Thanks again Dearly Sis. Love to see u someday.

Going Bugis to break fast with buddies. HOPE it's gonna be a fun one.
heh. I doubt so? Pisces syndrome. It true, most of the time. Sucks all the time too.
Yeah. The night, looking forward to it.

Oh oh, Nuqman is coming tonight. Please stay till i get home haha... U disgustingly cute baby.
Say Uncle uncle. haha...

~Mustakim
Souless is everywhere.

GC

Dude.. Whats wrong with you?
Fucking wake up la.
How can u be so stupid?
Told you before, not to fall for it.
But no.. u chose not to listen.
crap sia...

Delusion

You've got me thinking girl
first we stood there
admiring posers
then u called
waiting by the red

I love your hugs
you make it feel so right
we both did a lie
oh, what a lie

Forget the reckless things we've done
you think it has just begun
sadly, I've got nothing
you've got me thinking

What should i do
what else can I do
Whats right or go for the lie
making the same mistakes again

Friends advised
It's not such a good idea
the other says go
what should I do know
Fall away with you?
leave the memory behind
watching the flashback intertwined
You've got me thinking girl

~~~~

Wth.. I really can't decide. Haha..
I dont wanna be like that fucker.
So.. what to do?? Endlessly, it turns it inside out.
Her heart and her soul.. Make me lose control.
Mustakim

when it set me off...

Here's a Vid. Part of Gonc Crew. we got pretty much nothing to do.. so.. yeah. Edited last night. Enjoy!





Courtesy of Gonc Crew. hah!
~Mustakim

Feeling MUCH better.
Wonder wat was the dream about.. Hmm..

your making me feel like I was born to...

Here's the thing. U told me not to tell any1. Now U have written it in ur blog.
Whats up? 3 days, u've switched off ur phone.
Could not get through.
Why? What are you doing? What are you up to exactly...
Im blank. As clueless as the next reader.
Feels strange coz I always know, someway or another.
Not this time. So, what? Things had worked out great. Please, just tell me why.
No wonder I dont feel right.

Hate this & I'll love you
~~~

I need you. Feels kinda lonely for the past few days.
Let me hold you, let me love you. Your too good to be real.
You could have been the one. We could have so much fun.
I dont care what u've done to me; the past.
I seriously dont.
It's happening soon
To me it is new. Well maybe not.
It's strange
to me it feels strange
Still, its not gonna change anybody.
Our last memory? To me led to you?

~~~


"Fillip"

It's happening soon
It's happening soon
It's scent has been blowing in my direction
To me it is new
To me it is new
And it's not gonna change for anybody

And it's gonna be
Our last memory
And it's led me on
And on to you

It's got to be here
It's got to be there
It's got to be now
Or I'll lose forever

To me it is strange
This feeling is strange
But it's not gonna change for anybody

And it's gonna be
Our last memory
And it's led me on
And on to you

Accuse me
Trust me
I never knew
That you were the one
You were the one
Oh

And it's gonna be
Our last memory
And it's led me on
And on to you

And it's gonna be
Our last memory
And it's led me on
And on to you