shud be there.

So mum decided to cancle the M'sia trip. Great.
At least I had a longer sleep which i needed badly. With that, i feel much better today. With no plans, i recieved a msg from Kenneth. He asked wether i wanted to lepak. So i agreed.
So first, i got my Protein supplement. Yeah! Thx bro. Then met Kenneth and sha at 848. Then we went Safra. There, we sat at the bench while we waited for Hazwan. Haz arrived soon after and we planned to pool. But... pool was packed man.. Then we booked 4 computers at the LAN shop next to it. We Halflife-ed, Cs-ed and Dota-ed.
Hell-o-fun!

After 2 hours of lan gaming, we decided to have dinner. Before that, we had a quick game of 'cheat' as i coincidentally brought a deck of cards. Apparently, Kenneth was such a good cheater. Gahh.. shud have caught him.
Then.. we had dinner.

Yeah.. After dinner, we walked back to good old Khatib.
So yeah. Quite a fun day i must say.
So.. yeah.. plans for the week. Watch Singapore and Ubekistan at kallang this monday. Kallang Hooligans!
Sarah's birthday on 1 of the days.(party!)
jasmine's birthday on 1 of the days.(party!)

That's pretty much of the week. Gahh! School for another week. Damn.
Come to think of it... O lvl's are actually pretty near. Scary!
I mean.. Im pretty weak with 4 out of 6 of my subjects. Izin that great?
heh..

~Mustakim
I hope I know what im doing.
There's this and theres that. That's some crazy shit man.

Since i made it.

I've been noticing. I dont have those patience like i used to.
I get angry easily. Tend to lose 'it more often now.
All i've got to say is.. To whoever it may concern.
I'm sorry for what i've changed now. If i have ever. Ever, hurt you guys in anyway,
Im Sorry. True from the heart.
Clearly, you know im going to change. I will learn and have those patience again.
that's a promise.
~~~~~

To: Adik
Im sorry for what i did just now. I was angry. Well, think waht ever you want. Be angry at me all u want. All i want to tell u is that, i should have not done that.
Again, sorry.

~~~~~
Gahh.. Great food, purchasing Protein powder stuff. Soccer and friends.
That was today.

Tomorrow? Malaysia, here i come.
Ade baby la.. =)

Oh, Good luck for today Angel.
I know its TOO LATE. But.. u know i will always support u.

~Mustakim

A Wednesday

Holidays? More like school to me.
Every single day, the graduating clases have to attend extra classes "extra".
It's fun though still, it's tiring.

I mean seriously. Since monday, i've been to Imi's hse to play Halo. Imi, feroz and sha. Its freaking fun man..
Monday, as i was busily killing the others, i had this cramp on my 2nd finger of the left leg. It's freaky man! I mean... The finger just went all straight. Really! STRAIGHT. Imagine as though the finger eracted. At 1st i laughed coz i saw the finger. As the cramp led to painfulness, from the sofa which i was sitting i went to the floor laughing and saying help at the same time. Luckily, imi helped by putting pressure on the finger. Gosh.. my 1st sia. Then they said that the cramp was due to the lactic acid build up. And.. Coz i dont have enough rest and wahtevr shit.

Ok, And just now... I had another cramp! This time the middle finger of the left leg. Man.. im hating those cramps. This time, i quickly fell on the floor asking imi for help. Well, aparently imi and feroz laughed at me. Gahh.. I really need to sleep early today.

Let's see.. Sleep early today, 2moro's class is a drag.. 2 periods of social studies. SHIT! Still got chem wrksheet to do plus D&T course work. Man.. Dnt is killing me. So does chem. Its just tough to cope. And dnt.. energy draining.
Still, it's gonna save my sorry butt for o lvl's. I WANT THAT A!

well, ima off to get started with the work. Please let me have an early rest today. 8hrs of sleep. NO halo for 2moro Mus. I know its hard but to prevent the cramps. Haha...

Musetakim \m/

I know that you been waiting for it, I'm waiting too
In my imagination I be all up on you
I know you got that fever for me, 102
And boy I know I feel the same my temperature's through the roof

If there's a camera up in here, then it's gon' leave with me when I do
If there's a camera up in here, then I best not catch this flick on Youtube.
Cause if you run your mouth and brag about this secret rendezvous
I will hunt you down
Cause they be all up in my business like a Wendy interview
But this is private, 'tween you and I

Touch my body, put me on the floor, wrestle me around, play with me some more
Touch my body, throw me on the bed, I just wanna make you feel like you never did
Touch my body, let me rub my thighs, all around your waist, just a little taste
Touch my body, know you love my curves, come on and give me what I deserve
And touch my body


Boy you can put me on you like a brand new white tee
I'll hug your body tighter than my favorite jeans
I want you to caress me like a tropical breeze
And float away with you in the Caribbean Scene

If there's a camera up in here, then it's gon' leave with me when I do
If there's a camera up in here, then I best not catch this flick on Youtube.
Cause if you run your mouth and brag about this secret rendezvous
I will hunt you down
Cause they be all up in my business like a Wendy interview
But this is private, 'tween you and I

Touch my body, put me on the floor, wrestle me around, play with me some more
Touch my body, throw me on the bed, I just wanna make you feel like you never did
Touch my body, let me rub my thighs, all around your waist, just a little taste
Touch my body, know you love my curves, come on and give me what I deserve
And touch my body

I'm a treat you like a teddy bear
You won't wanna go nowhere
In the lap of luxury
Laying intertwined with me
You won't want for nothing boy
I will give you plenty

Touch my body


~~~~~

Just something that I like?
This video seems.. ahahah, what ever...

Come on Guys. watch the vid. tell me waht u think.
For me, its kinda ironic.
=P if u know what i mean.

~Musetakim

4hrs of sleep, caffaine and 4th possition.

Summary for the day.
Sports carnival day thingy.
Floorball
5 teams.
1 win 3 losses.
4th possition.

damn. Haha... at least we had fun?
And yeah, i look serious when i play games ok.
Dont mind me. Its just me! Deal with it. =)

ManU won. yeah yeah wo hooo! I know its knida late, bt he cares.

2moro? Mt extra's. Mt O's is like fucking near. Oh shit...
Go for it!

Musetakim

Oh man

"In Loving Memory"

Thanks for all you've done
I've missed you for so long
I can't believe you're gone
You still live in me
I feel you in the wind
You guide me constantly

I've never knew what it was to be alone, no
Cause you were always there for me
You were always there waiting
And ill come home and I miss your face so
Smiling down on me
I close my eyes to see

And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

I carry the things that remind me of you
In loving memory of
The one that was so true
Your were as kind as you could be
And even though you're gone
You still mean the world to me

I've never knew what it was to be alone, no
Cause you were always there for me
You were always there waiting
But now I come home and it's not the same, no
It feels empty and alone
I can't believe you're gone

And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

I'm glad he set you free from sorrow
I'll still love you more tomorrow
And you will be here with me still

And what you did you did with feeling
And You always found the meaning
And you always will
And you always will
And you always will

Ooo's

And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me


~~~

I have to admit. This song really makes me feel rather down. I will have lots of thoughts and feelings run through my mind.

I have to say. I still can't for get about you.
I don't know WHY is it SO hard to forget. Your a good friend.
Your my bestfriend. Your more then just a friend

I'm sorry that i broke your promise. I just can't do it.
Your a part of me, you have always been there for me.
And you will always will.

Oh, you know why i hang up? I think.. Im jealous.
I just am when i hear that name. Dont know why ok..

yes, its you. Then one whom I made her blush in class.

it was all good. Was.

Went orchard with the boys today. Shahir Danial Kenneth Hazwan.
Damn fun. We lepak, pool had dinner. and believe it we gossip like there was no 2moro.
Summarise for the boys. White, screw em. Its left with yellow black and brown. i know what i mean.
Damn those spare tyres. Screw their chicks.
HAHAHA!!

Ok, im currently doing my D&T C'work.Fun man.. finaly i can like 'move' really fast thanks to Mr. Alvin. Dude, hope ur right hand gets better. Be safe man, speeding kills. Ur such a cool man to not to be here.

OK shit..
I feel really lousy. Really. Now i know Why i felt really down for the pass few days.
Man.. * Bear with me here * Seriously, life will NEVER ever go the way YOU want it to be.
Yet again, i have to learn it the hardest way possible.
Your's mine our hopes and expectations. Seriously.
It does not really matter u see. Life is gonna fuck u from the back like gays do.*no hard feelings*
Theres nothing u can do abt it. It just is. What to do, right?
well screw it.

Help, I need somebody. Nt just anybody. Oh wait, she's the only 1 i can turn to but shes giving me all this. Great. Another challenge by god. Oh yeah, just what i need to add to all this mess.

Woohoo!

~Museey
yeah, there nothing you can do Mus. Nothing...
Fuck this feeling