Surpress?

School was rabak. 9.30am to 4.30pm. D&T, draining. What to do.. easiest to score.
So i managed to comple my formal of a guitar stand. The stand works! It holds. Kinda flimsy though. Oh yeah, rest assured Rifdi, secret's safe with me.
Abt 4.30, the dnt dudes decided to call it a day. Fahim, Rifdi, Johnny and myself packed our stuffs and went to the mama shop. Planned to get Chachos but darn it. da habis beb. We then decided on buying potato chips. They have this offer thingy where u get a metal thingy, links abt Euro 08.
Was hoping get a Netherlands chain. DIddnt mind any country though. But.. after i ate the whole packet of chips, there was no free gifts thingy shity. Alamak u.. cheat my money.

In the bus, we all talked alot. Johnny played his psp. Fahim and rifdi and I talked bout girls. Can u believe it?
Manged to grab hold of some juciy good secrets. hehe..
Oh, thx Fahim for letting me aware again. Your right, people will be people. They are not perfect. yes! they are not. Well, to my opinion, i think it's best for People to change? Atleast do the better things? They dont have to be a good friend to you but in the end stabs u from the back. 2 faced?
Well, just let em be? We can't change ppl. To change em, we've got to change ourself's first.
But thing is, did i do anything wrong? Hmm.. ponder to wonder..

Well done Holland. 3-0 Victory against The World Champions. Next, France. It's gonna be tough. Still, i cant decide or predict. Maybe after today's results? then.. ill change my Fantasy team and such. Go Dutches!

No plans for tomorrow. Great. With all the attempts, 6 to be exact.
Woo.. U go Mus...

~Mustakim
wont forget a thing. Surpressing. :)

forcing to unfold

Sunday. Kinda hectic i must say. Morning, planned to meet Kenn. But, i cant really seem to wake up. Sorry ya bro.

So yeah, a few families came over to my hse at abt 2. I played psp, entertained and... went online.



I think, the best part of the day was... Me playing soccer, haha..

Pretty fun. Match, youngsters against veterans. I tell you, they are Damn good!

Shooting, passes, crosses. My god. eventhough the team lost today, i dont think we mind. We've got to hand it to em. They are good. We did have some fair bits. Jamal dribbled and scoring, uwais playmaking. I too had a few shots. Started as the defenders. Right back where i managed to defend the oncoming attack. I got bored defending. The attacking was not great either. No rhythm. I tried running up to aid the attack.

Bla bla bla... I am satisfied with my playing today. I had a chance. Recieved a pass and i kicked on the turn. Failed to net it as the keeper had tapped the ball a little.

Oh yeah, i scored one. A diving header. woo.. Excelent.

Ok, im starting to brag.. Stop it Mus.

~~

Oh, chatting with farisha had been fun. I wish u dont have to go. Ur flight is cancled to next week. Thx angel. HAHA.. u know why. Isha, do i ever get to see you?
I hope i will.

Oh yeah, Happy birthday my dear friend! Jasmine, ur eight-teen!

~Musetakim
Did she really screamed out? Why? what?
Is it true? It dosent sound so. Still, anything could happen.

can't remember

Great things happend for the past few days.
Most fun?
Ytd, went to Mosi cafe. Not sure of the spelling. To celebrate sarah's birthday. was she shocked or what. Sarah, Syafiqah, Nazira, Khidhir, Ron, Adib and myself were there.
Surprises here and there. Hot middle eastern man for the ladies. Eating of cakes. and Sisha!
First timer tau. Apple flavour. Not bad, feel like trying again. So... next birthday ya!
blablabla skipping MANY interesting things aite.

Went M'sia today. Jb to be exact. See my cousins. She had just delievered. A beautiful girl named Siti Quratul Nurain. 2 weeks old. Looking at her made me think. Small, wonderful, fragile, innocent, quiet. She speaks many word. Wonderful life.
Skipping LOTS of interesting things also. Just got back seh. 1.51 currently. the fatigue izin helping.

Oh yes, ive got to say this. before i begin just to let you all know, this is just my opinion. No hard feelings aite.
I've got to hand it but... M'sia Ladies are waaaay better then S'pore ladies. From the way i look at it. They are much friendly. I know, u are thinking, wth mus? have u lost it. NO god dammit.
Singaporean ladies are so agnorant. Sombong u know. Just now, at JB. Smiling to em with ease. Hahaa... im not acting or wat evr, im just saying aite. Deal with it.
All i just wanna say is... Ladies, give the men a chance. At least those good ones. Even for you. Yes! You, the hard to get type. If u see a guy, who is NOT freaky or what ever shit. If u think he's ok and smiles at u, just freaking smile back. Is that HARD to ask for? A simple smile could make your day.
So ladies, Smile would ya?

Haha... Im nuts?

~Mustakim
I feel like im waiting for something.
I feel prepared.
But for what? I dont know.
Waiting for something to happen.
Hmm...

"


"Falling Away With You"

I can't remember when it was good
moments of happiness elude
maybe I just misunderstood

all of the love we left behind
watching the flash backs intertwine
memories I will never find

so I'll love whatever you become
and forget the reckless things we've done
I think our lives have just begun
I think our lives have just begun

and I'll feel my world crumbling
I'll feel my life crumbling
I'll feel my soul crumbling away
and falling away
falling away with you

staying awake to chase a dream
tasting the air you're breathing in
I know I won't forget a thing

promise to hold you close and pray
watching the fantasies decay
nothing will ever stay the same

all of the love we threw away
all of the hopes we cherished fade
making the same mistakes again
making the same mistakes again

I can feel my world crumbling
I can feel my life crumbling
I can feel my soul crumbling away
and falling away
falling away with you

all of the love we've left behind
watching the flash backs intertwine
memories I will never find
memories I will never find


Muse song. Tell me what is your opinion on the song.

Delays

Morning, there was this comotion and what ever at Yishun interchange and Sembawang interchange. Many trains had to be delayed and everybody had to alight at Yishun. Friends, Rashid Wirda Johnny And Yonesky had a little dillema. Blablabla, we were all late for class, Duh!

School went pretty fast today. I started on my Formal for my D&T project. Johnny has his materials. So yeah. We've got to push on. Math lesson was level feedback thingy.
I'm top for D&T =) but... I know i did not achieved my wanted grade. An A. I got B instead. Must get that darn A.

After school, i was allowed to go to SP. Thank you Mrs. Ong. It was fun man!
Went to Digital Media. Learn a thing or two there. We even tried ourself with some basic 3D animation. Will post it later on when i retrieve it from Shafiq.

Later on, met with Naz Sarah & Fiqah at Bugis. They wanted to get a top or sumtin.
Now, im tired with an aching back. Boo hoo.

~Mus

and all you...

School was fun. Ss is hell's fun. talked alot, exchanged lots of stories. And studied Venice. I know its a damn of a topic but.. If u have intrest in it.. its easy and fun too.
So physics lesson was pretty much the same. Mr Chai was kinda angry bla bla bla. Thanks to sarah for telling me to chill. Thanks buddy. And then, we had eng lesson. Fun too.

So.. After school, Met up with Azie. Followed her home to get get her Guitar bag. Yessar! Can carry on with my D&T tomorrow. Oh! I get to see Mummy for the 1st time. I mean Azie's mum. Which is my mum. but not entirely my mum. Gah.. Its complicated. HAH!

About 3 hours to go till the Soccer match. Can't wait uh... Meet up with some old pals. Gonna have fun for sure.
I hope i dont get sick again like last time. Diarrheoa man.*spelling?*

Will strum to Unintended. I really really want to play that. Gahh! Its tough.

Finally, to my bestfriend. Ww, i know it's tough for you. I know ur gonna say.. No, you dont know how I feel. Still, ill be there if u need me. =)

And to Angel, Take good care of yourself aite. Get well soon.

~Musetakim
It's so obvious. Do i continue, go with the flow or accept what she's doing?
Either, it's still gonna hurt. I know your trying your best for the 'actual' thing.
Think about it. Seriously, is it fair for me?

now, he's gone.

So today was quite a slow day I must say.
woke up around 11am. Had breakfast, watched a lil of Avatar.
After then, went online for a while. Decided to play Dota. Hah!
addictive sia!
Then, did my d&t. Did quite a number and im satisfied. So.. Had a lil break.
Watched American Chopper and.. MythBusters.
Funny stuff.. Funny..
Then... I.. Played... SOCCER!

It has been quite a while since I played that damn historical sport.
Start of the match, I was quick to notice that I had clearly lost the touch.
Stamina? Also habis. Die la brother. Had a few dashes here and there.. Dribbled a little, number of shots given and plenty of defending.
After i got the hang of it again, I started to creat opportunities for my mates.
Im not gonna write much details today.
Well, i netted 3 times today. My long shots have been really helpful and improved.
Fast and accurate. Though, I can't keep a good and strong shot when im tired. Gotta work on that.
My accuracy have imrpoved to. In tough conditions and awful angles i could still shoot it in goal area.

Ok.. enough of the action.
School 2moro. Ugh... Come on.. Its ze holidays.
Nvr mind la.. Just tahan for another week. Oh! Friday the 13 is like... in 2 weeks!
Ok. i dont know why i find it... fascinating.
Tomorrow, Kallang Hooligans! Let's roar for Singapore.